FRIENDSHIP

Friendship is not about doing every single thingtogether,
singing praises of one another all the time,
contacting each other everyday,
wearing the sameclothes during outings or taking anyone for granted.
Friendship is about comfort.
I can just say anything I want in front ofa true friend,
and laugh so loud that people thinkof us as crazy but we don't give a damn.
Friendship is about having each other's backs.
When I'm in trouble, you'll always be around makingsure I'm alright,
when I'm feeling down in the dumps,
you'll be there wrapping your arms around me,
and not crying along with me but cheering me up withyour silly jokes and funny faces instead. Your actionstells me "I've got your back, honey! You'll be fine! :)
"Friendship is about who came and never left
.We don't contact 24/7, but when I need someone,
you'll always be the first to come and last to go,bringing chocolates
(and a box of kleenex just in case!),your pair of good listening ears and lotsa cares over.
And at the end of it, we'll always come out laughing
and having fun like we always do no matter wherewe are; be it homes or malls!
And Friendship is NEVER about trying too hard.You don't have to try to make me happy, neither do I.
Because if we have to, that's not a friendship.
I've to be comfortable around you and be able tosay anything in mind even if it's a uber silly one.
We don't have to think hard to come up with topicsjust to keep the conversation going.
We just do,we just blab on and on and on and on and on!
Friendship is about truth and trust.
If you don't feel like coming to my party,
just say soinstead of lying through your teeth telling me "Oh, mymom don't allow/Err...
I've got work to attend to...".If you don't tell the truth, how can I trust you?However, Friendship is NEVER perfect.
No matter how or what, sometimes,
we'll alwaysend up saying/doing the wrong things,
and upsetthe other party, sometimes without even realising it.
And when I do, I say "I'm sorry. =)"Forgive and forget.That's up to the party to decide.If he/she decides not to, then it's fine with me.
As long as I admit to my mistake and apologises,there's no wrong in me anymore."If she chooses not to, then forget it.
This friend is not worth having
"The same applies to me.I've not been the bestest friend.Perhaps the lousiest,
you never know.I've been in the wrong, and the right.
Sometimes, I forgive and forget.Sometimes,
I forgive only.Sometimes, I don't.You may be thinking now,
"Wth! Nobody is perfect okay!"=)Yes, indeed.Nobody is perfect.
Neither am I.Judgement.Who am I to judge.Who are YOU to judge.
The next time you judge somebody, remember this;
YOU have never been in that person's shoes before,
you don't know what really happened, and differentpeople responds to the same thing differently.Nothing always seems the way it does,
there'smore to it than meets the eye. Stories behind stories.
There's only one who can judge.The one who created all these.=)
Nobody told me anything.And it's not 100% true.I'm just letting out what I felt.
Like a volcano eruption.

Todae mit up with suping,venise,dear,piggy and baby.Hang around at tiong plaza den reach home.=)Nothing much recently juz focus more on my studies and work.Hope ii can get good result.Sorry baby and piggy to let your wait for so long.I luv my blogskin now.Thanks to someone.That is Nehneh.

♥Tonite when ii cum back from town ii am going to change my blogskin.=)Using photoshop.Take care peeps.loves




Mood:Extremely happy

I really feels blessed coz ii have lots of best fren,darlings and frens with me.This entry ii feels like talking bout them so ii juz write whatever ii felt.Lets start from my beloved darlings.

Vanessa(dear)-We are best buddy since we are sec 1 she had been through ups and downs with me through life.Even though we are in different skul now but still we will always talk to each other often.I love her lots lots.=)I will apperiate her more.

Baby-We are close from last year up to now ii never dream that ii will be close with her.Whatever troubles or appt ii have she will be there for me ii love her too.We share the same passion towards singing.She will always be my best duet parther.

Valereie (nehneh)-I known her for few years but we are onli close when we are in sec 3.We are always so close and we got lots of common topic to talk bout.We are the same kind of person.She will noe what it is.Not so convenience to say.Whenever ii am feeling low,she will be there for me too.=)Loves lots.

Eleen- She is my playful and joy darling.She will always make my day.I love her too.Sometimes we share the same topics too.Like cute and handsome boys.Hahas.=)

Yvette-She is always full of make-up on her face.She is quite different from secondary skul now she often treat us if she has money.We share a lotz of funny jokes together and always laugh in the public.We are not trying to attract any attention from anybody.Juz laughing and laughing non-stop.We often chat when we are feeling down.ii love euu.

Piggy-She is always so piggy and helpful.Recently,we have given her a name mountain pig.She is the breed of that.She will always make me laugh until like hell.When ii have problem sometimes ii will share with her too.If ii or the others cannot finish our food she will try her best to help us finish.She is good in that way.=)

Kaixin-She is my best buddy throughout these few years.She was there almost everytime when ii needed help.She is in tp now.I wish her all the best for her future.I love her lots.We often talk bout boys too.=)She make my day everytime.

Evon-She is my best sis when ii am in VE we will always play and laugh together.I misses her alotz coz ii have not seen her for mths juz through her blog ii noe what she had been doing onli.I misses the times when we play and have outings with the rest.At that point of time ii reali feels the closeness between us and the others.What still it will becum the best memories in my heart.I love euu.=)

Lixia-She is my god-sis.I also love her too.=)

Meixin-She is my good buddy.Our character are almost the same.We share everything together and we will be good friends forever.=)

Lynn-She is my best friend now.We often laugh together in skul.I love her lots.She will often brighten up my day.Sometimes ii might be a little bit over but she is very understanding she will always treat as jokes.She is a nice,helpful and pretty gal.=)

Nisa-She always help me in my hw.She is a tiny and skinny gal but she walks very fast like a cc.She will understand what it is.She is kind too.

Carol-When often ii need help she will be there for me.I love her too.If got new songs ii will get it from her.=)

Shilin-When ii need hugs ii will go to her.ii love euu too.=)

The rest of friends if your names are not up there doesn't mean ii have forgotten bout your is that there is too much name to remember.

For all my friends thanks for being with me too.Nice noeing all of your.I will treasure everyone in my heart.=)Lets laugh together.Hahas.

Hey peeps have a good day.=)

It is 2 plus in the morning and i couldn't sleep ii was thinking why am ii avoiding him ii am tired to do so but still ii will try my best and way to avoid him.I do not noe the reason but still ii am afraid of him ii dunno the reasons izzit becoz he hurt miie before in the past.Therefore ii am a person who is full of scars in my heart and inner self.Nobody can expose my outer cover as ii will try my best to hide it as though ii am cheerful on the outside.Friends and darlings are important to me.They play a part in my life.I can't live without them even though my loves are not with miie but ii still try my best to spend my everyday happily without him.(another one).Cannot expose their names coz will habe lots of trouble.I not sure who will read my blog ii think everyone will have the rights to read it therefore ii dun dare to risk it to expose their names out.One more thing,baby and piggy thanks for accompany miie ii love the both of your.=)Deeply apperciate in my heart.No words can be use for tat onli a sincerely thanks from my bottom of my heart.I love euu baby and piggy.Take care everyone.Have a nice weekend.

ps:Dear(Van) ii wan to see euu soon,Tan Neh Neh ii wan to see euu too..Loves

Yesterday ii went to town with baby.We shop around there,after that darrion was there so went to mit him.Shop and roam around bugis den went up to music garage to enjoy the air-con there.At nite,baby and me went to mit yvette and accompany her go see doctor coz she sick.Hope she recover soon.loves =)


Now is the end of my sort lesson.Finally,after a long time and is so stress up.Hahas.This lynn beside me is so pig always say sakit la babi.Hehe..Laugh and laugh until crazy.Nisa so small and tiny so many male insects like her lots lots.Hahas.Get baby with them.

I wish baby,yvette,piggy,eleen,valerie and lots of my friends that are still single find happiness soon.I want to see everyone to be with their beloved ones.=)Everyone yr prince charming will arrived sooner or later.Hope everyone will be bless.I will be happy le.Singing is my passion and my loves.I love you music.Can't live without it.

Current mood: Delighted,super hyper-active.

Today ii went to eat steamboat with baby,yvette,vs,sammy,michelle,piggy and the cellgrp members.It was so much fun todae evening ii reali enjoy myself.Thanks everyone for making this happening.Lets have more fun and joy in the future too.Jess ii hope to noe you better in person.Lets make it happen if euu ever will read this post from my bloggie.=)

Next is another thingy,life is always full of ups and downs for everyone.For me ii think ii suffered enough from now on it is my brand new life.I really love music lots lots and ii no ii have noe talents in it but still ii am envious of ppl who can play the guitar,pop piano and sing reali gd.I noe my baby can sing very well that why ii love her a lotz and she will be my forever precious baby.Music ii love euu ii cannot live without it.

These few days,ii realised one thing is that everyone will have an outer layer to protect theirselves from being hurt.Sometimes,we do not have to do that coz ii noe some of our true friends will not do tat.=)Lets us take a step back and see who are we outcasting.We might be able to gain another new friend den have a foe.

Tomorrow ii am working so off to sleep le.Goodnite everyone.I wish my darlings and baby will be able to be with miie 4 ever.I love all of you.=)Take care peeps.

When the time comes ii will be more attentive and ii will always hope that my life can be successful and character to be good.This is my plan and motive ii sure ii will be that coz ii have confident.=)So tired now will be taking a short nap.Hahas.Take care everyone.Loves

hey here to update again.nothing much wed need to go diva work again hope it turn out to be good.ii strongly hope that these 2.5 mths quickly over coz ii dun wanna work over there juz for sake for money.=)nitez everyone.ii misses my baby,dear and valerie.

hey ii decided to work diva for 2.5 mths-3 mths until ii earn $1000 dollars coz ii wanna buy my sony digital cam.Hope ii will last long.=)On sat went out bugis with veron to music garge to see their students performances but all of them turn out to be very bad.Guess who ii saw over there ii sae jun an.Long time nv se him le,he is still the same.I was quite stunned dunno why too.Tats all.Off to bed le.

Yesterdae was my first day of work it was so tiring and bored.I think everywhere managers are the same so buyers and strict.I dun even mop or sweep the floor and ii do tat at diva.So many rules and regulations.Hate it deeply ii swear tat after two mths ii am quitting my job.Earn around $1000 den quit.Otherwise ii will be dead tired and working two jobs at the same time.Last time can make it of course 3 or 4 jobs oso can but now cannot as ii am getting older body not the same as last time.=)

p.s: God pls bless me with strength to cope my skul,and two jobs.

Will be starting my first day of work tml at diva.Kinda of excited and scared coz it is a new environment for miie.Hope it will be okay.Later after skul,will be going out with baby,yvette or maybe piggy too.Not confirm yet but ii need to go winsland house 1 to give my ic and bankbook photocopy.=) I reali misses K.N.I hope he is all right even though ii noe he is busy with his projects but still ii wanna see him soon and talk to him.Tats all.Take care peeps.

p.s: ii misses you.Take care.<3